Me Ma Life.....what all i have in one of its season.....
mood......an up and down tide relations.........functions of moods
some times i believe i have everything....
most happy person in the world.....and on the other side ....i found myself, alone standing on the beach.......
do I love that also..........................................but....i cant be as strong as I show..............
why i care so much for people!!!!!!...............
why i get affected from them.!!!!!!!!!!..................
why i expect a lot from them!!!!!!!!!!!.......................
Is I do a lot for them.??????......more than they need!!!...require!!!....
IS that a reason i get hurted from their response!!!!!!...
is THE way i love them...............................................planning from months ago for their birthdays
AND not even thinking about d surpises about ma birthday but about theirs.....
or ......................trying to understand them on every part
may some times ....................
mind explain heart or some times heart explain brain.........................
and why after that........ i cant be normal....thinking that will not call them...than also seeing mobile many a times may they 'll call.......
people say i irritate them or i beat them...does they see that much.????????.............or i do just that much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....
does they never see d love which i do to them!!!!!!!..does they forget i 2 wish to talk to them..........
people think m very rude or always being 1 who get angry from them...........does they forget ma life stay in them...a person who hardly talk to any1.......not even her parents...who r really good no doubt!!!!!!!!!!.................or who hardly spent her pocket money on anything except on mobile expenses........than also they forget them.....................
sometimes i think i am d person who does not understand ma friends.....but donno why..................
other people think i intentionally trouble them....does they dint see i put a huge effort in just trying to solve problems than i ask them may it causes a headache still keep staring that screen may i get ma error.................................... does they forgot their responsibility????????.....or than also m creating nuisance.....
some dint even talk to me....may i try thousands of methods so that they talk me........irritating them ....talking to them madly....making myself as clown in front of them.........but they are without any sign of response...does they really even listening to me.????......i act as cartoon in whole mass but who knows making ma fun in front of others sometime it hurts!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........
that is all what i can say just searching myself n ma life..............................
i doonnnoo my self:?????????????????????do u ??????????????????
Good Try. I can understand what u r going through. But I can just understand & not really fit myself into it. Its you who can take yourself out of it.
ReplyDelete1st & most important thing... Never discourage yourself. Never feel that you are not fit, or short tempered or your choice is wrong or anything Negative.
Face the reality. Understand your strengths & Weekness. Try to use that to develo your career. Once you become successful, believe me the ppl you r making you think so depress will come back of you.
Dear. Do remember, your Aim should be to become a Successful Lady. Then when you find the things you want on your legs do remember me :-)
I will try to cover your points in my blog (www.dondonts.blogspot.com)& suggest some Do n Donts very soon.
Cheers!!!
Keep writing Blogs & Reading my Blog .... All the best
ShaShi:
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thanks de......i ll try to work upon that...keep on advicing me...tc
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